speechless...

why u just cant really understand my meaning??

dont always misunderstand my word...

since u all dont believe me...

i just really couldn't found any reason 2 go bac...

hav u ever ask me y i went ther??

hav u ever ask me y i drunk??

u never ask me y n just jump 2 ur own conclusion...

i kno im changed....

im trying very hard 2 changed bac...

bt can anyone tel me how??

answer me pls!!!

dont just keep silent...

i kno wat im doin!!

i kno wat i can do n wat i cant!!

would u just believe me??

wat i nit is just trust!!!

trust me pls!!!

i kno some of my word may hurt u...

bt do u realise wat kind of feeling im having whn im writting those word??

im hurt 2!!

y i care those word u said 2 me if i treat u as a NORMAL friends??

tat's y everythg u said is hurting me!!

i kno u meant well...

i kno u oso care 4 me...

i treasure our friendship...

bt wat u make me feel is v r just a stranger...

nothing else...

hope our friendship is nt as fragile as u think....................

my new friends....

recently i found a two very good friends...

although they are slightly older than us,

bt they treat us really good....

1 is jason Yi,n the other is...

"chin pok pok"which we address him as "papa"...

jason really treat us lik his own sister n...

cpp(papa) treat us lik his own daughter....

sometime is a really good 2 hav such a nic friend in a unfamiliar place...

because they really dote on us...

i kno v jz kno them 4 about 3 weeks...

everyone sure will said v just kno them 4 3 weeks only...

how v kno whether they are really good o bad...

bt v are d 1 who feel them...

n v kno they are really true...

and because of them i experience lot...

v celeb our christmas eve 2gether....

v hang out 2gether....i really enjoy it...xixi~~

and many more those i could never experience if i didnt kno them...

i really appreciate 2 kno them at "such" place n become so close suddenly....

thank god i kno them here...i love thm so................much...ahaha...

sometime is really good 2 stay at home alone...

coz no nit 2 care abt anythg...

jz do watever i lik...

bt feeling dizzy is nt a really good feeling...

never wash so many clothes b4...

some more hand gonna patah d...

damn pain lo...omg...

sry 4 nt goin out with u gals...

really dont wish 2 go out that often...

coz left nt much money d...

some more feeling damn dizzy nw...

dont wanna over budget every month...really...

haih...suddenly miss u all so much...

miss my family...miss my gang...

miss those memories...

i miss everythg...u kno??haih...

guilty....

guilty...

guilty...

tel pin my result jz nw...

tot she will giv me a scold...

n disappointed v me...

bt she didnt...

she still console me...

cgpa 2.27...nearly failed...

wat a suck result...

dont really kno wat im doin...

i really wish thy could giv me a scold...

n i wont feel so guilty...haih...

2nd sem...

must work more harder...

cgpa nonit more thn three..

bt at least better thn tis...

pls...work more harder...

LEE WEI JUN!!

i cant believe tis...

lolz...u kno wat??

my mum actually leave me her precious car whn she went kl...

omg...i cant believe it...haha...

n...luckily no accident during these 3 days....

haha...

my 1st day of staying alone in klebang...

well...

wat im doin is...

sleeping...

swimming...

eating...

studying...

sauna-ing...

swimming again...

n...nw...blogging...

haaha...

wat a relaxing day...

hope i can stay here 4ever...

xixixixi....

n next...

im goin 2 studying again...

strike 4 my final exam...

BUCK UP Lee Wei Jun...

wahahaahaha....

my high school family potrait...

wakakaka...

celebrating dear b'day at ozo...

so happy...

hahahahahahaaahaha....

yam-seng ing...

quite noisy n embarassing ther...

bt...who cares...

as long as v r happy....

haha....

darling...i love u guyz 4ever...

wakakakakka...

tutorial...assignment...exam...haih...

damn sleepy right nw...adui...

hav 2 search information abt english assignment,

hav 2 study for fundamental 2molo...

struggling lah....wei...think we are robot izzit??

haih...jz finish d ptptn things...

nw still hav 2 rush for english assignment...

business math tons of tutorial....

fundamental exam cumin 2molo...

microeconomic assignment waiting sum more...

OH MY GODS!!!!!i really need fresh air!!!!

i can breath anymore...

thursday...damn bz....

is thursday again...d busiest day of d week....
haih...goin 2 b very bz recently....
coz...hav 2 rush assignment,gt lots of tutorial....
presentation coming soon sum more...
suddenly miss a lot of thgs...
miss my family a lot...
miss my darlings...
miss my mum's cooking oso...
suddently cant stop my tears...
i really feel terrible rite nw...
how i could rewind d time...
bac 2 d past...tat great time v my buddies...
silly of me rite...
i really couldnt found a real friendship here...
coz...im alone...alone...still alone at mmu...
3 mths gone...i oso dont kno y...sad....
mayb is my problem gua...watever...
i'll get used 2 it soon...
buck up Lee Wei Jun!!!!!!!!

long time didnt blog ady....
coz...gt lot of problem...boh bian...
haha...
nw im gonna tel u my mmu life again....
since im here...
hahahaha....
acctually im having a mid-term 2molo...
bt...dont kno y cant understand oso...
still i believe i can understand it by 2molo...
haha...coz i believe in myself....
so....good luck LEE WEI JUN...
strike 4 d exam 2molo...
all d best...


lolz...
god bless me...

new life...

these r d photo i had taken v my new frens....
though v r nt goin 2 meet very often...
hahaha...


my new frens in mmu...
me,angel,huiru n yiting....
4 different courses frens...
hahaha....






me,angel n huiru again...







my 38 housemate...lolz...
afika,bridged,me n phoebe...
hahaha...










38-ing v my room mate
phoebe tan again...







last day of orientation....
kind of sad...
coz...all the seniors are
graduate n some of thm might
goin bac 2 their own country...
sad...

nw....
im jz entering my new life....

my formal attire at mmu...
cost me abt hundred bucks....
shit....
n my room is even smaller thn
my hse tat wan...
hav 2 squeeze 2 ppl inside o...
lolz....












38-ing v my room mate...
after a superb tiring day...
hahaha...
though there is a very.........
long staircase 2 my hse....
yet i stilll feel my room is so........
comfortable....hahaha....

kind of sadness....

yesterday jer thm went 2 kl d o...
so sad...though i kno thy r cumin bac 2molo...
bt still cant stop crying on friday...
some might thk i m silly...
i dont k...i jz kno i really dont wish 2 separate v thm...
coz without thm...
i dont kno who should i go 2 whn im hurt...
me n nee both goin 2 mmu only leh....
haih...thy all at kl...so......sad...
how i wish i could go there....
bt i kno,4 my future i cant go v thm...
if i go i cant concentrate on my study oso....
so mayb u would thk tat i gav up u guyz 4 my future...
i kno im nt...mayb i m...
bt still...cant bear 2 leave thm...
thy really play a very important role in my life u kno...
except my family....thy r d best 2 me...
thy would acc me whn im down...
lik wat i always said...
guyz...i really luv u so........much...
nw im goin 2 say....
jer
yin
christ
b.mei
feng
yun
nee
lye
ting
ling
ver
ann
jing
ron
k.hui
u guyz r d best gang i ever met....
luv ya 4ever k....

I break a new record o...

u kno wat...
tat day i went 2 sing k
more thn 8 hours neh...
dont kno y...
suddenly so down...
luckily gt jer n lye acc me...
if nt thm i'll b singing there alone gua....
after tat christ,mei n ann cumin oso...
haha
luv thm so...........much...
i jz wanna tel thm...
thz guyz...
n thz god...
i really appreciate...
coz u gav me a very good gang of friend...
i luv u guyz....

wat a stupid b'day...

haih...
izzit a b'day a happy thgs??
2 me i gt a very lame b'day tis yr...
haih...
coz...i
LOST MY WALLET,
MY DRIVING LICENSE,
N EVERYTHINGS...
n bcoz of d stupid b'day party...
jer lost her phone 2...
haih...

helpless...

suddenly feel lik crying...

dont kno wat 2 do...

dont kno wat i should do...

dont kno wat i could do...

im really helpless now...

somebody pls.....................
help me.....

i really nit ur help rite now....

confusing ~~

haih...
really dont kno where 2 go...
so cham...
really scaRed i might go 2 a wrong path again...
can anybody help me???
i really nit a hely right nw...
i hate tis feeling...

there is a very big rock in front of me...

i created d rock with my own hand...

n block my own future...

how am i goin 2 crawl over it...

im still looking 4 d way out...

"i kno im such a disappoinment...

i kno i deserve wat i get...

i kno i can nvr expect a

very good result for myself..."

bt im really regret nw...

can anybody tel me wat i should do nw...

i really scared i might go 2 d

wrong path once again...haih...

omgness...spm result...

my bad dream is coming...

my result is cumin out...T.T...

im dying...i hate science...

u kno wat??i used 2 love science

a lot...n bcoz of tat i choose 2 go

4 science stream whn i was in form

4...n bcoz of tat stpid decision...

makes me suffer 4 2 yrs...actually

i start regret since form 4...

bt ady half yr gone...n i cant decide

2 change 2 art stream anymore...

i m so regret...i nvr understand
wat d teacher talking abt during
d cls...it is very hard 2 understand
those science thg 2 me...mayb u
will say is bcoz i didnt study hard...
bt u kno wat??i tryin very hard 2
study bt i still cant understand
wat izzit...i had been suffering 4
2 yrs...n i m goin 2 face d stupid
result on tis thursday...so damn
bad mood...

thz..my senior....

u kno wat??

except my sis,

he is d only senior who told me abt my future...

he let me kno i should go for wat i wan...

senior says:
y dun u go segi?

jun says:
i lik d atmosphere there oso...

jun says:
bt...

jun says:
i hav 2 persuade my family 1st...

senior says:
i think u can

senior says:
i mean

senior says:
is ur future

jun says:
yup...

jun says:
i kno...

jun says:
bt my whole family thk tat i should go 4 stpm 1st thn only go 4 college...

jun says:
haih...

senior says:
stpm is hard

senior says:
i mean

senior says:
if u think u r not rili gd in studies

senior says:
then shud not go stpm

senior says:
coz u ll suffer

senior says:
haha

senior says:
yes

senior says:
stpm is harder among all

senior says:
im juz telling u wad 2 do lah

senior says:
is ur future

senior says:
u cant destroy them like tat

so touch...

thz...zeechun...

i appreciate all d comments tat u gav me...

thank you so.........much...

changed...

suddenly feeling so blue...

how cum people are changing??

they r so complicated n i can nvr kno wat

are they thinking abt...

u can nvr understand wat they wanna do

n wat they wan u to do...

even u used to be a very best friend...bt when d

time is leaving ur friends leaves

too...tis i nt wat i wan...everybody is changing...

time...

pls dont take all my friends away from me...

i dont wan thgs to be change...

i jz wan d original friends i used to kno...

haih...i hate changing...

but wat can i do??n maybe me,myself oso changed...

jz i haven realised...

bt there is 1 thgs i kno i nvr change...

which is...i hate 2 be alone...

im here at kl again...hohoho...

actually im jz running away...
coz d spm result will b cuming
out in 2 weeks time...sienz...
really dont wish 2 c my lame result...
haih...really dont wish 2 go n tak d
result...nw,everybody kno tat i am goin 2
tak d result,bt i really dont kno wat
would they react whn they c my superb
lame result....die lah...

i miss my band dearly...

i can nvr 4get d last time i went 2 d band...
i was d only old~~senior...who went 2 d band...
haha...actually i was quite worry abt thm tat time...
coz i was wondering how they survive without d
seniors...their performance was extremely bad on
tat day...i can even remember whn they play d
"legend of d eagle caves" some parts were missing
(mayb sir wasn't there tat time lah...)...whn i record,
bt i am RELIEVE nw..bcoz angse told me tat they
were improving...haha...i'm so happy 4 thm...i missed
those band practice day...especially whn d competition
is coming,we spend almost 1 whole week in d scl...
coz every day except sleeping time we were forced 2
stay in d scl frm 7.30a.m-11p.m(bcoz of d stupid last
minute notification)...it was very tiring...bt we were
all very happy...coz we luv music so.......much...although
last yr we get a consolation prize in d competition,
bt we are still proud of ourself... coz we completed d
competition by ourself,without our coach n d teacher...
we lose nt bcoz of our music,bt our lame instrument...
n d result of d competition oso make d scl 2 sponsor some
new YAMAHA instrument...xixi...so happy...bt nw...i don't
evenhav d chance 2 use d instrument...haih...

d 1st impression of clubbing 2 me...eew~

u kno wat...??yesterday i went 2 "walk walk" at bar celona...
a place ppl who go 4 clubbing...i dont really lik the atmosphere
there...hate d smoke...eew...i felt lik struggling inside...
so cham...bt luckily im stay there nt more thn half hour...
or i'll faint there 4 sure lo...haha...im so lucky tat day...coz
nobody found out im under age n i manage 2 get inside...haha...
bt dont worry...next time i wont go tat place anymore...coz it
sucks...

at kl nw...

im jobless nw...dont kno wat 2 do...so cum kl n lepak lo...
gt nth 2 do neh....no fren here...very cham...d result cuming
out in 2 months time...so...worry...haih...my result sure very
bad...n my family sure disappointed wit me wan......dont kno
wat 2 do...

friend+friend=sadness n loneliness...

well tis is my 2nd time writting on tis blog...n i dont wish 2 express my bad mood here...bt i really cant stand anymore...i really dont understand wat r FRIEND tis word stand 4...izzit can really last FOREVER??i dont kno...do u hav a gang of friend which u regard thm as "best friend"treat u lik stranger whn u stop goin out wit thm for jz only 1 time??is 3 yrs friendship really that fragile??i dont kno...sigh...disappointed...im trying my best 2 bear everything,bt it become worse...i jz went 2 kl for 1 week,bt on tis week changed everythg...our friendship change,my best friends bcome a stranger 2 me...i cant enter their conversation,i dont understand wat r they talking abt,i really fed up with tis...tis is nt happened once,bt more thn once...sigh...sad...