friend+friend=sadness n loneliness...

well tis is my 2nd time writting on tis blog...n i dont wish 2 express my bad mood here...bt i really cant stand anymore...i really dont understand wat r FRIEND tis word stand 4...izzit can really last FOREVER??i dont kno...do u hav a gang of friend which u regard thm as "best friend"treat u lik stranger whn u stop goin out wit thm for jz only 1 time??is 3 yrs friendship really that fragile??i dont kno...sigh...disappointed...im trying my best 2 bear everything,bt it become worse...i jz went 2 kl for 1 week,bt on tis week changed everythg...our friendship change,my best friends bcome a stranger 2 me...i cant enter their conversation,i dont understand wat r they talking abt,i really fed up with tis...tis is nt happened once,bt more thn once...sigh...sad...