helpless...

suddenly feel lik crying...

dont kno wat 2 do...

dont kno wat i should do...

dont kno wat i could do...

im really helpless now...

somebody pls.....................
help me.....

i really nit ur help rite now....

confusing ~~

haih...
really dont kno where 2 go...
so cham...
really scaRed i might go 2 a wrong path again...
can anybody help me???
i really nit a hely right nw...
i hate tis feeling...

there is a very big rock in front of me...

i created d rock with my own hand...

n block my own future...

how am i goin 2 crawl over it...

im still looking 4 d way out...

"i kno im such a disappoinment...

i kno i deserve wat i get...

i kno i can nvr expect a

very good result for myself..."

bt im really regret nw...

can anybody tel me wat i should do nw...

i really scared i might go 2 d

wrong path once again...haih...

omgness...spm result...

my bad dream is coming...

my result is cumin out...T.T...

im dying...i hate science...

u kno wat??i used 2 love science

a lot...n bcoz of tat i choose 2 go

4 science stream whn i was in form

4...n bcoz of tat stpid decision...

makes me suffer 4 2 yrs...actually

i start regret since form 4...

bt ady half yr gone...n i cant decide

2 change 2 art stream anymore...

i m so regret...i nvr understand
wat d teacher talking abt during
d cls...it is very hard 2 understand
those science thg 2 me...mayb u
will say is bcoz i didnt study hard...
bt u kno wat??i tryin very hard 2
study bt i still cant understand
wat izzit...i had been suffering 4
2 yrs...n i m goin 2 face d stupid
result on tis thursday...so damn
bad mood...

thz..my senior....

u kno wat??

except my sis,

he is d only senior who told me abt my future...

he let me kno i should go for wat i wan...

senior says:
y dun u go segi?

jun says:
i lik d atmosphere there oso...

jun says:
bt...

jun says:
i hav 2 persuade my family 1st...

senior says:
i think u can

senior says:
i mean

senior says:
is ur future

jun says:
yup...

jun says:
i kno...

jun says:
bt my whole family thk tat i should go 4 stpm 1st thn only go 4 college...

jun says:
haih...

senior says:
stpm is hard

senior says:
i mean

senior says:
if u think u r not rili gd in studies

senior says:
then shud not go stpm

senior says:
coz u ll suffer

senior says:
haha

senior says:
yes

senior says:
stpm is harder among all

senior says:
im juz telling u wad 2 do lah

senior says:
is ur future

senior says:
u cant destroy them like tat

so touch...

thz...zeechun...

i appreciate all d comments tat u gav me...

thank you so.........much...

changed...

suddenly feeling so blue...

how cum people are changing??

they r so complicated n i can nvr kno wat

are they thinking abt...

u can nvr understand wat they wanna do

n wat they wan u to do...

even u used to be a very best friend...bt when d

time is leaving ur friends leaves

too...tis i nt wat i wan...everybody is changing...

time...

pls dont take all my friends away from me...

i dont wan thgs to be change...

i jz wan d original friends i used to kno...

haih...i hate changing...

but wat can i do??n maybe me,myself oso changed...

jz i haven realised...

bt there is 1 thgs i kno i nvr change...

which is...i hate 2 be alone...

im here at kl again...hohoho...

actually im jz running away...
coz d spm result will b cuming
out in 2 weeks time...sienz...
really dont wish 2 c my lame result...
haih...really dont wish 2 go n tak d
result...nw,everybody kno tat i am goin 2
tak d result,bt i really dont kno wat
would they react whn they c my superb
lame result....die lah...