speechless...

why u just cant really understand my meaning??

dont always misunderstand my word...

since u all dont believe me...

i just really couldn't found any reason 2 go bac...

hav u ever ask me y i went ther??

hav u ever ask me y i drunk??

u never ask me y n just jump 2 ur own conclusion...

i kno im changed....

im trying very hard 2 changed bac...

bt can anyone tel me how??

answer me pls!!!

dont just keep silent...

i kno wat im doin!!

i kno wat i can do n wat i cant!!

would u just believe me??

wat i nit is just trust!!!

trust me pls!!!

i kno some of my word may hurt u...

bt do u realise wat kind of feeling im having whn im writting those word??

im hurt 2!!

y i care those word u said 2 me if i treat u as a NORMAL friends??

tat's y everythg u said is hurting me!!

i kno u meant well...

i kno u oso care 4 me...

i treasure our friendship...

bt wat u make me feel is v r just a stranger...

nothing else...

hope our friendship is nt as fragile as u think....................

my new friends....

recently i found a two very good friends...

although they are slightly older than us,

bt they treat us really good....

1 is jason Yi,n the other is...

"chin pok pok"which we address him as "papa"...

jason really treat us lik his own sister n...

cpp(papa) treat us lik his own daughter....

sometime is a really good 2 hav such a nic friend in a unfamiliar place...

because they really dote on us...

i kno v jz kno them 4 about 3 weeks...

everyone sure will said v just kno them 4 3 weeks only...

how v kno whether they are really good o bad...

bt v are d 1 who feel them...

n v kno they are really true...

and because of them i experience lot...

v celeb our christmas eve 2gether....

v hang out 2gether....i really enjoy it...xixi~~

and many more those i could never experience if i didnt kno them...

i really appreciate 2 kno them at "such" place n become so close suddenly....

thank god i kno them here...i love thm so................much...ahaha...

sometime is really good 2 stay at home alone...

coz no nit 2 care abt anythg...

jz do watever i lik...

bt feeling dizzy is nt a really good feeling...

never wash so many clothes b4...

some more hand gonna patah d...

damn pain lo...omg...

sry 4 nt goin out with u gals...

really dont wish 2 go out that often...

coz left nt much money d...

some more feeling damn dizzy nw...

dont wanna over budget every month...really...

haih...suddenly miss u all so much...

miss my family...miss my gang...

miss those memories...

i miss everythg...u kno??haih...